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You see that kid right there in that picture????

Thats billy <33 && i love that boy with all my heart im so glad i meet him, im gonna keep praying for him and everything ( No we're not going out, We're just good friends ) But right now i feel like he's the only person who understands how i feel and understands what im going though, i can relate to him with everything i really can. And hopefully someday him and i will be able to live together on the beach like we planned last night on the phone... Billy i know you like TaraKay && Me and i know what your going though but just please remember im always gonna be there/here for you & i love you okay?

Okay ;; time for me to vent! -- Im so sick of people being mean to me and playing rude jokes on me... so listen you know who you are STOP CALLING ME ON MY PHONES and calling me fattie and whore and stuff and STOP IMING ME ON YOU MILLIONS OF S/NS because im sick of your b/s! THANKS =) oh and btw if you dont stop hurassing me... i will call the cops =) mhm thanks now

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Melissa <33

Currently Listening Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson Walk Away <X3 see related

Hey, well i meet this kid named Billy and he's really cute and he's really nice.. one problem he cuts REALLY BADLY and im gonna try my HARDEST to help him. I was on the phone with him till 4 am talking to him about how i stoped and ways for him to stop.. im gonna help this kid i really am, ill post a pix up of him and also more of me... i took like 50 pixs i swear last night lol... yah yah everyone is telling me that im obessed with taking pixs.. so wat! and im also gonna post a pix up of aaron, bc if it wasnt for him.. i'd be ... dead THANKS AARON SO MUCH FOR... EVERYTHING

Pixs <3

THOSE ALL ARE OF MEH.... NOW HERES A PIX OF BILLY AND AARON

 < AARON <3   < BILLY <33

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Melissa <333

Emo update

Have you ever felt like you just totally wana disapear?or you wana become someone else? Or live a totally diff life? or go back and change things?

well if i could go back i'd change so manythings. and at the moment i do wish i could disapear, i do wana be someone else and live a totally diff life.

all i have to say are these feelings have been here for wat 6 months now? and they are not going anywhere.... i just dont get it he keeps telling me that they will go away but deep down i know they are not going anywhere, and well i'd wait forever just to have one single chance with him, sigh.....i wish he'd give me the chance to help him when hes down, i wish he'd give me the chance to show him i care. i just dont get this life anymore, i keep praying and praying with my heart and soul and god just isnt answering...am i doing sumthing wrong? i jus dont know nemore i really truly dont nemore.. sigh this is so hard.. lord help me

i had a long talk with aaron.. and alot of the things made sense.. hmm i just dont know anymore i really dont.. i just wish i could not be alive.....

& you know who you are for who this entry is mainly too....

more pixs of my mood.....

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hope yall like the pixs...

xoxo Melissa xoxo

Currently Listening Timeless By Martina McBride never promised you a rose gardon see related

Okay ;; so i went back to school today and everyone really missed me =) Someone even sent me a flower =) and a few people gave me valentines day cards. I guess people do care about me!

Ah.. but i've got alot of homework to do =(

So yah im gonna add more pictures now =)

Leave Sum Comments ;; Yah im a camara whore and i love to take pictures =)

Well Happy Late Valentines Day To Everyone <X3

xoxo Melissa xoxo

Currently Listening Because of You, Pt. 2 By Kelly Clarkson see related

Okay well, i have ALOT of pixs to put up, so im only going to put so many up on an entry

Heres Sum Lyrics!

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine

 jessica singing

 jessica singing again

 everyone dancing...im taking the pic lol

meh n ashley

 kelsey

 meh n jessica singing

 jessica n meh

 chelsi singing..

 kelsey n meh

I'll add more another update b/c of got more of meh n a few of jus random things

P/s brian jus called n ask me to b his valentine n i said yesh, but we're not going out

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p/s/s I Love You Scott <333

Melissa <X3